Hate holidays

I once like holidays. While some student say they may want to go to school during holidays, I just prefer more holidays. But now, I find I’m tired about holidays, or just hate holidays.

Today is May 1, a holiday in China also in the world, we get three days off. Many classmates has gone out for their trip. Even some student take their leave couple days ago. And in my dormitory, there are just two man. But for me, I don’t like this holiday, so I can have classes, review my knowledge myself and have a rest. www.zhangpeng.info

This is strange for you to understand. But if you feel tired and you then will think just like me.

It should be the time to have a rest at holidays. I’d like to relax too. But I can’t release myself. Under a situation that you have choices but you can not choose what you want, you can’t do anything but helpless or some angry.

All people think College Time is the most happy time in their life. Why they would think so? The feel free? I have no free. What I can do is just continuing working.

What can I do during three days? I’m not sure whether I can finish a thesis which can pubnish on any magzine. Or I can wacthing TV and sometime study with high school students. But it’s not what I want. However, I have no choice…

It’s sunny now. But the weather forecast told us there will be rain. Maybe its just my hallucinations to see the sun.

I’m helpless. My thesis, my holiday…

I feel tired…

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